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medicine: good article!
corina: hi. I'm just blog hopping; so I figured I'd drop by and check out your journal. You have very "cool" looking colors (Blue is always cool.) God Bless.
Angie: Hey girlie. You must be busy. Update time. I know I am just as bad in doing it too.
angie: Hey there Sarah! We are here for you. TGIF and uggghhh friday the 13th too. Oh and congrats on going full time at the new job. It is a big step! Love ya and miss ya!
Jill: Sorry you're having a rough time right now I'm absolutely no help in the diet dept, I've been eating like a horse That's why I haven't contacted you for support on my diet...what diet????UGHAnyways...have you gone back to your MD, maybe see if a different Med may work better for you? That's one possibility.I can totally relate on time constraints, it's been crazy here for months now. I just keep pushing myself to get everything done. Sorry I don't have a quick fix for you, but k
Angie: Merry Christmas, sweetie!
Angie: Thanks for the cookies! We are all enjoying them!
Angie: Happy Birthday early sweetie. This is just in case I forget since I have been so freaking busy lately.
Jill: I made it here finally:) why is this cutting off tags to the left?? oh well. It is freezing here in CA Back to helping kids w/homework, i'll TTYT
Angie: Happy Thanksgiving to you and Punit! Hope it was a relaxing one! Yep, I am still up! Going to Office Max in the am and that is it for us. Have to go get the oil changed on my car too!
Josh Nay: I'm adding you to my friends list btw.
Josh Nay: That did bring back lots of memories. I have Ramona Forever, lol. I remember the old Ninja Turtles cartoons and Care Bears, and My Little Pony Tails. I think I nodded on nearly everything in there. Yes, even on the Barbie and the Rockers thing. We have a video.
Aidan: Just dropping in to say hello and wish you a great weekend!
Wendy: Hey Sarah, hope you have a safe and arrest-free weekend!
Sarah:
Angie: I do not understand your tag. Why are you calling yourself an idiot?
Jill: Did you ask on the board about cm? I really don't have a clue. Maybe, just stress over the new job messin' w/ya?
Jill: Sorry to hear about Ushna's dad Hopefully, he passed w/o too much suffering.
Grace: Btw, I like your Thursday doll. She looks too cool to care everyone is looking at her.
Jill: Happy Halloween! Let me know how the New job goes!
Grace: I love the welcome thing! Pwettiful flames.
Girl Anachronism: Have a bloody halloween!
Angie: Good luck today on your first day of your new job!
Julie: heya! Love your journal!!
Grace: That map is a good idea, I'll probably make/get one myself
Jill: Congrats on shedding two more lbs We will carve kids pumpkins this coming weekend, can't wait to take them trick-or-treating!
Angie: update time again!
lizz: Just thought i'd stop by and say hi!!!!! *guess who called?? *
Nathalie: Just out and about thought I'd shout a big HELLO
Grace: BTW, I love your background. Where'd you find it?
Jill: Just stoppin' by to say Hi!:) Since, i've been swamped in work lately. Good to catch up w/you!
Grace: I've actually had it up for awhile, but I like it too. I almost flipped off the camera there.
Angie: I finally did a quick update. Your turn! Have a nice hump day!
lizz: hey just stopping by and guess what i can actually read your site know that it's changed.!!
venom75: Out blog hoppig and thought I'd drop by for a visit. Nice site you have here.
Eric: Dear friend, come to join our "Return to Titanic" Adventures Diving in Halloween, dare you? Have a great weekend.
Angie: Hi Sarah! I finally updated. Won't be on much today or tomorrow morning!
Jill: Glad you had a really FUN weekend, and didn't have to work! And..just how much candy did you eat Missy? I can't talk, I haven't been very good w/my diet this weekend..will try harder this coming week.
Sami: Thanks for stopping by and your kind words. Things are SO much better already. We are having a talk tonight that is long overdue. Have a great weekend!
Jill: Sounds like you are well organized for the weekend! I need some snack ideas for my diet.....i'm starvin over here!
Girl Anachronism: Hi! Killer page... :)
Grace: I've updated, girlie!
Jill: I thought maybe you had forgotten about the DIET! I was good today though, cuz i DIDN'T have time to eat!
Minnie: Hey Sarah, Just blog hoppin'! anyway have a nice monday...
Sami: Hi Sarah! To add the image you have to go to "manage journal image". You then have to enable it and then add the photo you want to add. If you need any help let me know!
Angie: At times I wish Richard would have left BEFORE Vanessa was born. He has been unhappy for that long and has threatened to leave 2 years into our marriage. I think he stayed this long because of Vanessa. That is why I say, you really need to consider your relationship before having kids. It is going to be hard for Vanessa cause I want physical custody and he knows that I will get it cause usually the mom gets the custody and he will end up with the child support. Think about it seriously!
Angie: Make sure though that you plan to be with him for the rest of your life and that when children are in the picture it is going to make divorce alot harder or even legal seperation (which is what Richard wants right now well within the year he claims).
Grace: Thanks for adding me. I tried making comments, but they're not showing, or atleast not on my computer
Grace: As soon as I figure out how...
Grace: I come here often too, so put you on my friends list too
Jill: I think it's a Wonderful Idea to start a family..I know it's a big decision, but you will make such a Loving Mom I'm just so excited!! LOL.Anyways....yes consult Dr Jill before going off your meds this long girlie!

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Thursday, January 12th 2006

11:27 AM

Update

Adjusting to being back on track....
it's way harder than I thought it would be. I'm finding that time is a really big issue right now. But I can't let it get in my way. School's starting on the 17th and also I'm starting f/t on Monday. I'm going to be working M-F 3p-11p. Atleast I'll have a chunck of time from 11a-3p to get things done and work out, etc.

I'm finding it really difficult to stay within my calories limits that sparkpeople.com has for me. I have never counted calories before and I think at this time I'm just used to eating way too much... possibly 2000+ calories If I try and say within the limit then I just end up going to bed so hungry that I can't sleep and then I just lay in bed dreaming of food. Even when I'm driving I'm thinking about food. It's getting really

I bought total (low carb, high fiber (sounds like an old person )) and it does keep me full w/ a glass of lc oj too. Then lunch ...well this week I've been off. At hd we've been getting free lunches (atleast tues was subs, then wed was barbeque, and I'm a bit worried about today... it's pizza. I'm hoping that they will order a veggie w/ hand tossed or thin crust, but who knows) this week so it's just adding to the mix. And for dinner I take a bunch of romaine lettuce, some carrot sticks, and dressing. And apple for a snack and a yogurt smoothie. I really don't know what else to take as I don't really have the time to cook (or I'm just too lazy to cook for 1 person.) I have a bit of a hard time at the grocery store b/c I'm so used to eating frozen pre-made meals. I like that sparkpeople does a grocery list for you. It really helped this last time.

Getting back into the exercise routine is taking longer too. I surprised myself when I came home after work and ACTUALLY did exercise. I know all day I'll say it but I don't think I really expect myself to do it. That just sounds awful. As long as I push myself I think I can get back into it.

So... question?? What's something else that I can grab and take to work to eat?

Now on another thought. I think I'm having emotional/hormonal problems again. DH told me I need an attitude change last night. He said that I'm grouchy all the time and emotional and it's worst than the last time. Ok. I had no idea that it was 'worse'. That just made me I know that I'm depressed I have been since a week before Christmas again. It's just that I feel that everything in my life is changing. Some of my friends graduated in Dec and I haven't seen them since before Christmas break , today's my last day working at hd , this is my last semester of school , my jobs turning to f/t (now everyone says 'congrats' on that, but I don't feel happy about it. I don't even really want f/t I just need to be f/t).

Probably the problem is that I stopped taking Celexa in Nov. I just couldn't take it everyday any more. When I first started taking it I was like oh this is neat it will instantly change my mood, but as time went on I didn't like that feeling.

Also, I think the reason why I'm grouchy is that I usually just keep my real feelings hidden to the world. I always have a smile on my face and am happy, happy. It's sickning.

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